another dream wasted on you

And by slow I mean very very slow.

Slow steps to recovery.

why is this happening :///

i’m falling apart.

i’ve had such a terrible day and i feel like absolute poop. :/

Awkward mental explosion on my bathroom floor this is new

Seriously. I don’t deserve this but I’m scared shitless and I wish things got better but they don’t and ugh idk I want sleep but I can’t I just can’t.

I feel like a low life today ugh

Why am I even upset

I really want to cry but I don’t have the power to and I wish I could sleep but that isn’t happening yet either. For now I’ll binge eat some chips